Sweet Silver Lining

This song is from an episode of One Tree Hill and I listened to it today, and really loved the lyrics, and I feel like this puts into words how I am feeling, better than I can right now.

I'm going home
Downhearted and hoping
I'm close to some new beginning
I know
There's a reason for everything
That comes and goes

But so many people are looking to me
To be strong and to fight
But I'm just surviving
I may be weak but Im never defeated
And I'll keep believing
In clouds with that sweet silver lining

Most days
I try my best to put on a brave face
But inside
My bones are cold and my heart breaks
But all the while
Somethings keeping me safe
And alive

But so many people are looking to me
To be strong and to fight
But I'm just surviving
I may be weak but Im never defeated
And I'll keep believing
In clouds with that sweet silver lining

I wont give up like this
I will be given strength
And now that I've found it
Nothing can take that away