I'm Not Okay

There are no words to describe
The way you make me feel inside
There are moments when I look at you
I cannot breathe, you have taken my breath away

Somedays I swear it will be okay,
But today, you looked at me and

Baby, I felt my heart stop right inside of my chest.
I swear the looks we share are meant for lovers
But, I know that time has passed, for your heart longs for another
The way my heart longs for you,
Baby, I'm not okay

Is she everything I could have been for you?
I know it's wrong, but you will always be in my heart.
My love is strong, so silently I wait and pray someday.
Someday, maybe you will know what's in my heart.

There are days when I swear you can see into my heart.
But today you looked at me and

Baby, I felt my heart stop right inside of my chest
I swear the looks we share are meant for lovers
But, I know that time has passed, for your he
art longs for another
The way my heart longs for you,
Baby, I'm not okay

The years have passed and you have become
A memory, or so I thought
Then you walked back into my life and looked into my eyes
My heart stopped beating for a moment
When you smiled and said, "Are you okay"?
I smiled back and said,

"Baby, I felt my heart stop right inside of my chest. I sear the looks we shared were meant for lovers, but I know that time has passed, for your heart belongs to another; the way my heart will always belong to you. Baby, I'm not okay."

These are lyrics to a song I wrote last year. They described where my heart was at that time. I know that God is slowly healing my heart and is trying to show me what he wants from me and for me in my life.

I know that someday, even if it's not today, I will be okay.